Sometimes I think too much about change before it happens and I let my brain spin.spin.spin.
Currently, I’m mostly freaking out about winter and the fact that I don’t own (Ugg) boots (yet). Real life.
And then I realized…if this is my big life worry, this life is seriously good.
I’ve been reading this over and over again these days. It’s my current feel good verse.
‘For know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.’
Also…I’ve realized I’ve changed. Without freaking out about it. (Which is ridiculously good.) My focus is different. I’m not here obsessively every day. I sometimes make dinner after it’s dark, and don’t take pictures, even though I know what I’m eating is worth it.
The truth is this, I kind of love my new job. And yesterday, after a lot of stress at work, I went for a run and baked an apple pie with my husband. It was perfect.
What I want to say is this, I love you. I love this place. But it’s not my number one like it used to be. And I don’t have a recipe (again) today. I will next week (promise), but I don’t today. I hope that’s okay. I hope you’ll stick around even though things are just a little different.
And, I hope there’s doughnuts in your weekend. Those kind of weekends are my favorite.